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They had their own spot. It changed up every so often, depending on how many cops were around or how many street walkers there were on any given night.

Leo and Aydin were there most every night. They had to be there. If they weren't they might miss out on the one in ten men who actually threw down some cash for their time.

Leo leaned against a wall that he favoured every Friday night. There were a couple of other white twinks there too, sticking their asses out and puckering their lips trying to score attention. What drew people to Leo was usually the fact that he didn’t want that attention half as much as the others. He needed it, because he needed the money to pay his rent, bills and feed his smoking habit. But want it? No. He would never want it, despite what he told his customers.

He light up another cigarette and sighed out a slow stream of smoke into the night air. At least it was a warm one. He wasn’t out on his ass in the cold like some down and out loser. Not yet anyway.

“S’real slow tonight.” He commented, offering Aydin a cigarette.

Date: 2017-05-22 10:58 am (UTC)
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[ Douglas was almost shaking as he got out the car, fiddling with the lock before he opened the door. It was becoming very real now he was letting the boy into his home.

He lead Leo through the foyer, up the lift and to the door of his place. He wavered on the locks for a moment before he swung the door open, allowing the boy in and to explore.
]

Make yourself at home- If your hungry help yourself to food, or even something to drink?

Date: 2017-05-22 11:14 am (UTC)
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[ There was something hypnotising to him, seeing that boy float around his home, light catching his angles in ways to set them aflame. He shook himself from his daydream to pull a couple of beers from the fridge.

He cracked them open as he placed one next to Leo. He knew better than to stare, but he couldn't stop, his eyes rolling over the edges of bone in Leo's face, down his nose, sliding along the curve of his lips before he cleared his throat, pulling his eyes from the boy.
]

So, you're not from around here are you?

Date: 2017-05-22 11:30 am (UTC)
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Oh i meant no offence, you just don't suit New York! You're not a brash as the other people around here, you've got a softness New York tends to take from people?

[ He meant Leo was nothing like Cameron who simply dripped in the New York spirit, it floated around him like a cloud- ]

No, well... Almost. We moved up from just outside Stamford. We were in Newark till recently. So we're neighbours of the city i guess? My son spent a lot more time here than i did.

[ He didn't know he wasn't meant to talk to much, it just seemed like a thing to do. He gave the boy a smile before he took a sip from his beer. Only the sip turned into his nerves downing it.

What in Gods name was he meant to do then?!
]

Date: 2017-05-22 11:41 am (UTC)
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I don't expect so. Chances are high he will find some Bar to be lost in till I get a call from him or the police at six tomorrow morning- [ He chuckled to himself. It was far too common.

He took a deep breath before he looked at Leo again, losing time to trace over the boy's features. He'd never seen something so beautiful if his whole life.
]

So, what now?

Date: 2017-05-22 11:50 am (UTC)
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[ Douglas mirrored Leo's intake of breath, nodding at the boy before he motioned towards the stairs. ]

Would my room be best? There is a guest room too if you feel that might be better?

[ He'd never been too nervous before but first times where always nerve wrecking. He just hoped Leo would be kind and give him time, and help him. ]

Date: 2017-05-22 11:58 am (UTC)
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[ It was almost adorable seeing Leo's reaction to his home. He was so used to it that the wonder wore off. It was humbling to be reminded how much he had then.

He nodded slowly, motioning to himself too
] Shall i too, or should i stay dressed?

Date: 2017-05-22 12:12 pm (UTC)
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[ Douglas knew he would never be a pretty man, so he made no show himself as he removed his shirt, folding it almost methodically onto his side, leaving his undershirt on as he took his shoes off.

He stopped still, holding one shoe in his hand as he looked over Leo- He knew scars like that, he'd seen them many times before. What had happened to the poor boy.

He shook his head, taking a few slow, measured steps towards Leo.
]

If these bother you i don't mind you keeping a shirt on? To be honest i don't expect much, just something small, something to start easing into everything.

[ His eyes watched the scars, almost pulsing against his vision like a do not enter sign. He wanted to touch them, hide them. But that was not a thing he was allowed to do, or should do. ]

Date: 2017-05-22 12:31 pm (UTC)
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[ Douglas simply nodded, following to sit next to Leo on the bed. He took a few moments to breathe before he lay his hand on Leo's stomach, taking in the warmth and rise of breath before he traced his hand up over Leo's chest.

He'd never see something so picturesque before. His eyes floated between Leo's face and where his hand was perched. He left his fingers spread out across his chest, momentarily distracted by the metal through Leo's nipple.

He was sort of bemused by it, allowing his interest to drag his thumb over it, surprised by the heat of it. He'd expected it to be cold.

He turned on the bed, looking over Leo's face as he danced his fingers over his cheekbones. The boy was more than just pretty, he was perfect.
]

Date: 2017-05-23 11:05 am (UTC)
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[ The seeming confidence the boy put on was actually reassuring, calming even. So as much as the offer of head shocked him, it didn't scare him as much as he'd expected. ]

Yes. [ As simple as his answer was, it was heavy with need and lust, that face looking down at him asking if he wanted one of his deepest desires. All of it felt more like a dream he'd suddenly wake up from. ]

Date: 2017-05-23 11:39 am (UTC)
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[ Douglas hadn't expected Leo to seem so timid, it wasn't bad, in fact, the slowness was appreciated.

The small show was truly enjoyed. Douglas tried with all his might to ghost the feelings left over him by Leo, the drag of hair, the catch of skin, the blisteringly sweet kisses down his skin. If there was one thing he got to keep at his end of days, it would be that moment.

He pulled a slow breath into his chest as his hand drifted down through the blonde across the boy's scalp, fingers searching for something to hold onto, keep him cemented to that second in time.
]

That's good- Thank you.

Date: 2017-05-23 12:09 pm (UTC)
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[ The pace was more than just appreciated, it was adored. That slow intimacy was what Douglas desperately wanted- No, needed.

It was far too easy to fall into that mixture of fulfilment and unbridled want. Far too easy to go with the temptation to fuck up into the boy's hot mouth-

But first times where meant to be slow, nice, kind. There would be other times to enjoy a heat of a boy in ways he still had yet to learn. For the moment Leo was drawing long breaths from Douglas, the occasional roll into an arch of his back, even a tight moan trapped behind teeth and closed lips.
]

Date: 2017-05-23 12:30 pm (UTC)
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[ As soon as Douglas felt the smooth cling of Leo's fingers, he clasped his own fingers against them tightly, his pulse hammering down his bones.

The boy was doing more than right, he was being totally perfect. Everything Leo did sent vibrations through every cell in his body, even radiating in the ones out to kill him- His body felt almost soothed in that trapped room, heat passing from him to Leo and back.

He arched his back again, rolling it through his body till the vibrations rattled through his brain. It dislodged words he needed, creeping over his tongue and out his mouth.
]

Leo, i'm going to cum soon.

Date: 2017-05-23 12:53 pm (UTC)
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[ Douglas was quite thankful for the pulling away, some base fear stopping him from letting go in the boy's mouth. As hot and comforting as it was.

Though many men may have enjoyed the sight of their cum dripping down Leo's face after they came, Douglas seemed almost ashamed- Ashamed he made such beauty such an unsightly mess.

He leant up against his elbows, eyes trapped on the sight of Leo's face.
]

I'm sorry Leo, i didn't mean to- Shall i get something to clean you up?

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