[Update A: New journal]
Jan. 9th, 2018 04:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
fluctuationfeelsSo here I am, with a new online journal. It's pretty private for now, so I can update here without hassle.
It's hard looking back at what happened on my Birthday. It's like another person, and I'm some new person updating from the hospital. I only have a quiet understanding of where we are going from here, but I think it's going to be okay.
I'm scared a lot, but I get out of hospital soon. We're definitely going to have Christmas in our new home.
I'm grateful to everyone who has been there for me over the past few months. Momma, Brent, Stacy, C, Reese, Officer Slater and of course, my Aydin. I don't know what I can do to repay you guys, but I'm going to work on it just as soon as I can. This is the last time I'll say it, because I know you all don't want to hear it anymore, but I'm sorry for the trauma my incident caused to everyone around me.
I'm walking a lot better already, soon I'll be down to one walking stick instead of two. My depth perception is off though and it's embarrassing how much I knock into things. I need time to adjust.
Thinking about everything that's happened as I lay here gives me a cold feeling. I don't want to be alone. I've never felt older and younger before and I'm still mixed up with a lot of things.
There's hope though. More than there ever was before for a brighter future. We can only move forward.
It's hard looking back at what happened on my Birthday. It's like another person, and I'm some new person updating from the hospital. I only have a quiet understanding of where we are going from here, but I think it's going to be okay.
I'm scared a lot, but I get out of hospital soon. We're definitely going to have Christmas in our new home.
I'm grateful to everyone who has been there for me over the past few months. Momma, Brent, Stacy, C, Reese, Officer Slater and of course, my Aydin. I don't know what I can do to repay you guys, but I'm going to work on it just as soon as I can. This is the last time I'll say it, because I know you all don't want to hear it anymore, but I'm sorry for the trauma my incident caused to everyone around me.
I'm walking a lot better already, soon I'll be down to one walking stick instead of two. My depth perception is off though and it's embarrassing how much I knock into things. I need time to adjust.
Thinking about everything that's happened as I lay here gives me a cold feeling. I don't want to be alone. I've never felt older and younger before and I'm still mixed up with a lot of things.
There's hope though. More than there ever was before for a brighter future. We can only move forward.
