[Open for business | Leo and Aydin]

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They had their own spot. It changed up every so often, depending on how many cops were around or how many street walkers there were on any given night.

Leo and Aydin were there most every night. They had to be there. If they weren't they might miss out on the one in ten men who actually threw down some cash for their time.

Leo leaned against a wall that he favoured every Friday night. There were a couple of other white twinks there too, sticking their asses out and puckering their lips trying to score attention. What drew people to Leo was usually the fact that he didn’t want that attention half as much as the others. He needed it, because he needed the money to pay his rent, bills and feed his smoking habit. But want it? No. He would never want it, despite what he told his customers.

He light up another cigarette and sighed out a slow stream of smoke into the night air. At least it was a warm one. He wasn’t out on his ass in the cold like some down and out loser. Not yet anyway.

“S’real slow tonight.” He commented, offering Aydin a cigarette.

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Just a sec. [Leo looked at the man hesitantly, casting a worried glance back to Aydin. The kid who had approached him didn't look like too much of a threat. In fact... He looked like he could fit right in on the street with them. He decided it would be okay to leave Aydin giving directions. He couldn't be there all the time.]

Text you in a few hours. [He told his friend, patting his shoulder and giving the other young stranger a nod before approaching the car and leaning down to the window to speak to the man inside.]

You lost too?

[mrdmiller]

[ Douglas wanted to just drive off without a word but it had been about six months since he left, he had to act now or he would never get another chance ]

Sorry, i don't know how to do this... [ He was honest with his admission. ]

How does this work? Do you get in the car or do you have somewhere to go?

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[Leo let out a small sigh under his breath. He didn't have much experience himself, but he was slowly learning the game. Confidence seemed like the best way to go, so he tried not to let on that all of this was pretty new to him too.]

There's a motel nearby that rents rooms by the hour. Or, if you wanna drive some place... [Leo shrugged.] I want fifty up front if I'm getting in your car with you.

[mrdmiller]

[ Douglas nodded, quite easily pulling fifty out his wallet before he leant over, handing the money to Leo. ]

I have somewhere we can go. What's your name? [ He had no idea if that was against the rules or not but he wanted to ask, he wanted to know. ] My names Douglas.

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Leo. [He answered honestly. He didn't see what concealing his name would do.] But, you can call me whatever you want. [He took the money and slid it into his secret back pocket compartment, giving Aydin one last look before he walked around to the passenger side of the car and got in.

There was a strange scent left behind on the seat where he sat. It was sickly sweet, like walking into a soap store.]

Good to met you, Douglas.

[mrdmiller]

[ Douglas nodded, giving the boy a half smile before he drove off, heading towards the outer side of New York and into the richer area.

God he was worried, why was he doing that again. Oh yeah, because he had little time to do the things he wanted. ]

I'm sorry, i've not done this before- You must hear that all the time, right? [ Nerves dripped from his ever word. Maybe trying to date was easier. ]

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Yeah, I do. [Leo wasn't very reassuring. He always had his defenses up with nervous guys since he'd heard that they were the worst ones. even though his experience earlier that evening had been just fine, he was still on edge.]

It'll be just fine, Mr.

Calm down, okay?

[mrdmiller]

[ His fingers tightened round the wheel, knuckles blooming white as he sighed, attempting to find his words a little better. ]

I meant with a man, I've never done this with a man before- [ It was out there now! He didn't need to feel so nervous ]

I was married to a woman for a long time, mostly to keep up appearances but now I don't need to. So could you maybe help me? Tell me what to do?

[fluctuationfeels]

[Huh, well that was a new one. Okay, well, Leo could deal with that. If the guy didn't know what he was doing then maybe he'd be gentle with him. Leo could encourage the use of lube at least. Getting fucked without it was unbearably painful.]

Sure. I mean... It's not like you've never jacked off, right? So in a way, you've been with a guy before.

Ever done anal with a woman?

[mrdmiller]

[ Douglas was nothing if not honest, so to Leo's question he shook his head rather quickly ]

I feel I must explain to you, the only time I had sex with my wife was the day we got married.

So no, in short, I've never done anal with a woman. [ He chuckled, pulling up next to a rather fancy building, filled with floor-wide apartments. ]

Here we are- Are you comfortable here or would you want to go somewhere you know better?

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Uh... [Leo looked at the building. It was nice. There was probably a lot he could take from a place like that, but he had to be careful. He didn't want to cross the wrong kind of person.]

This is just fine. [He let out a breath. Okay. Go time. He had to shake his nerves. He'd done this enough times by now. He hated that he was still just as nervous now as he was the first time.]

[mrdmiller]

[ Douglas was almost shaking as he got out the car, fiddling with the lock before he opened the door. It was becoming very real now he was letting the boy into his home.

He lead Leo through the foyer, up the lift and to the door of his place. He wavered on the locks for a moment before he swung the door open, allowing the boy in and to explore. ]

Make yourself at home- If your hungry help yourself to food, or even something to drink?

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Yeah? [Leo peered around and took it all in. The place was gorgeous. He'd never seen anything like it before and it showed on his face as he looked around.

What a mindfuck to think something like this was just a drive and a fortune away.

He wandered around a little, picking up the odd thing here and there to inspect it and put it back down. Despite the offer of food, he didn't ask for any. He couldn't eat before this kind of thing. He'd probably puke from the nerves. A drink sounded good though...]

You look like you could use a drink, Douglas. [He pointed out.] I'll take whatever you're having.

[mrdmiller]

[ There was something hypnotising to him, seeing that boy float around his home, light catching his angles in ways to set them aflame. He shook himself from his daydream to pull a couple of beers from the fridge.

He cracked them open as he placed one next to Leo. He knew better than to stare, but he couldn't stop, his eyes rolling over the edges of bone in Leo's face, down his nose, sliding along the curve of his lips before he cleared his throat, pulling his eyes from the boy. ]

So, you're not from around here are you?

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What? [Leo felt insulted. The hurt registered on his face for a split second but he swallowed it down.]

I mean... No. I'm not. [He admitted, though gave no indication as to where he had come from. Escaping the shame of his trailer trash origins wasn't easy.

He took the beer that was offered him and took a drink, savoring how cold it was. It reminded him of long nights outside the trailer, looking up at the sky... With Aydin.]

Are you?

[mrdmiller]

Oh i meant no offence, you just don't suit New York! You're not a brash as the other people around here, you've got a softness New York tends to take from people?

[ He meant Leo was nothing like Cameron who simply dripped in the New York spirit, it floated around him like a cloud- ]

No, well... Almost. We moved up from just outside Stamford. We were in Newark till recently. So we're neighbours of the city i guess? My son spent a lot more time here than i did.

[ He didn't know he wasn't meant to talk to much, it just seemed like a thing to do. He gave the boy a smile before he took a sip from his beer. Only the sip turned into his nerves downing it.

What in Gods name was he meant to do then?!]

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[Leo could tell it would be his job to move things along now. If he hadn't already been paid he would have pegged Douglas for a time waster. As it was... He had a soft spot for nervous people. Even if he didn't want to do this, there was a part of him that cold see when people needed help and that part always wanted to help them.]

You're son isn't coming home any time soon, is he? [Leo asked, taking another sip of his beer before setting it to one side.]

[mrdmiller]

I don't expect so. Chances are high he will find some Bar to be lost in till I get a call from him or the police at six tomorrow morning- [ He chuckled to himself. It was far too common.

He took a deep breath before he looked at Leo again, losing time to trace over the boy's features. He'd never seen something so beautiful if his whole life. ]

So, what now?

[fluctuationfeels]

Now... [He took a deep breath.] You decide where you wanna do this, and... We go ahead and do it.

[mrdmiller]

[ Douglas mirrored Leo's intake of breath, nodding at the boy before he motioned towards the stairs. ]

Would my room be best? There is a guest room too if you feel that might be better?

[ He'd never been too nervous before but first times where always nerve wrecking. He just hoped Leo would be kind and give him time, and help him. ]

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Your room. [Leo nodded, making his way toward the stairs. He figured if they went there, the guy would be less nervous. Plus, if he remembered him when he was in bed, maybe he'd get a return client. He and Aydin needed those.]

This one? [He pointed, making his way into the room and once again letting it show just how taken back he was by the expense of it all.]

Okay... So...

You want me to get undressed? [That was usually the first thing they wanted. That or just 'get on your knees and open your mouth']

[mrdmiller]

[ It was almost adorable seeing Leo's reaction to his home. He was so used to it that the wonder wore off. It was humbling to be reminded how much he had then.

He nodded slowly, motioning to himself too ] Shall i too, or should i stay dressed?

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Whatever you want. [Leo gave him a brief smile before he lifted his shirt over his head, blonde hair statically lifting and falling as he tossed it over a nearby chair. He then moved his hands down to unfasten his jeans. He tried to do it slowly, to make it look good. He didn't know if it worked as he pushed the denim down and stepped out of it, leaving the jeans on the same chair. His cash was in them, so he had to keep them where he could see them.]

All the way? [He asked the man with a hint of nerves as he stood there in his boxers. Without his clothes Douglas could see every details of his body. Every line and definition. Every small circular scar making some kind of dot to do picture around his skin.]

[mrdmiller]

[ Douglas knew he would never be a pretty man, so he made no show himself as he removed his shirt, folding it almost methodically onto his side, leaving his undershirt on as he took his shoes off.

He stopped still, holding one shoe in his hand as he looked over Leo- He knew scars like that, he'd seen them many times before. What had happened to the poor boy.

He shook his head, taking a few slow, measured steps towards Leo. ]

If these bother you i don't mind you keeping a shirt on? To be honest i don't expect much, just something small, something to start easing into everything.

[ His eyes watched the scars, almost pulsing against his vision like a do not enter sign. He wanted to touch them, hide them. But that was not a thing he was allowed to do, or should do. ]

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[Leo hadn't been expecting attention to be drawn to the cigarette burns and to be honest, it made him feel a little nauseous.]

It's fine... [He said, taking another breath and moving to sit on the bed. He looked at the man and tried to gauge whether he wanted to touch him, or whether he wanted Leo to do the touching. He had a feeling it was the former so he took a chance and lay back on the bed, ready and waiting.]

A small start is good. You can touch now, if you want.